The world does not revolve around you

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The world does not revolve around you. Everyone carries a baggage, their emotional baggage and to be honest, they don't think much about you. They don't care what you look like. They don't  care if you have belly fat, acnes, and a scarred knee. They don't care if you're not comfortable with a situation. They don't care if you hate that stupid guy at school or work. 

Some people just don't give a fuck about you and I find that comforting in a sense that I don't have to be perfect and kind all the time. 

Newflash! Nobody is perfect. We all have our flaws and our ugly side.

 And that's okay. Literally. 

It's okay if you fail, cry, laugh loudly, eat a lot, go to the gym and be healthy or drink all the time. It's really okay. This is your life and you have full control of it. Only you has full access of how you want to lead your life. 

It's okay to disappoint somebody. It's okay to lose friends along the way. Growth requires dropping and losing people anyways. 

Don't you find it comforting not having to please anyone, but you and yourself only? 

-E

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