First night working at home

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I may sound like a newbie but I felt anxious when I was setting up my PC for WFH yesterday.

Although this setup is not new for me since I was deployed for WFH/WAH before in my previous company. Doing everything alone scared the hell out of me. I've never done this before. 

I felt proud when I successfully made my PC work and of course, I have my very own internet. It’s so petty to hear but I was overjoyed when I was able to do this all by myself. 

It feels liberating to be my own hero. To depend on me and myself only. I feel independent and strong. I used to depend on someone for everything and even the minor inconveniences in my life. Lo and behold, I did this alone. It was exhausting and emotionally draining because I was overthinking it. 

I was trying to figure things out and how to get out of this mess that I got myself into. And I did it gracefully. With God’s mercy, of course. 

As of this writing, I’m thinking of ways how to pay my dues next payday and my midterm exam later today. I still have a lot of things to do but I know I’ll be able to pull this off. 

See you next month, dear readers!

Your girl gotta do her thing. 

Pray for me. 

Ciao!






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